Tuesday, January 8, 2008

"I asked you a very pertinent question today... Pertinent to my life... Maybe yours as well... It was definitely not out of any emotional drain up nor was it out of any extremist feelings... It was something that I always wanted to say, but could not somehow make myself confess it to you... Fear of rejection... fear of losing your respect... held me back all these years... But then how long could I have hold on to my feelings for you... I considered it prudent to convey it to you rather than not conveying it at all... I understand you are a free bird and I would let you the same... Though I would be glad if you would reciprocate it (It's one time in my life that I would like to be selfish here), you have your free will... Whatever be your decision, I hope you would give enough space to rationality - or the irrationality, depending on which side of the fence you are - in your decision making process... And yes, if you choose otherwise, nothing's gonna change between the two of us - the sanctity of our divine relationship...will remain forever... We had started with God... As in God I hope we know what we are doing... "