I have been trying to keep it under the wraps... it just keeps on popping out... all memories of my journey to find Him... to find true love... to find the person I love most... the journey is over... been there... except for a hint of Him that He gave me at the most unexpected moment... And then vanished... along the way, I lost myself too...

"Hope you get what you are going for?"... He had wished for me... What had I gone for in the first place...!! I had no idea then.. I have no idea now... I knew, I just had to go... the reason would just appear at it's appointed time... May be it did appear... May be, I was too gullible to understand the importance of that...

I wonder with amazement at how the things turned out... I had not in my wildest dreams had an inkling of this... But then, that's what life is all about... It always offers you the unexpected... True, I admit, I did commit one mistake... And now, for the rest of my life, I would redeem it...

I am not sad at the turnout of the events that followed... I am sad that - that - could all happen to me... to us...

True... There's road to heaven... And it's waiting for me...