... for all those moments, when you might have filled your empty mind with my thoughts...
... for all those moments, when knowing that I couldn't be around you - you might have felt yourself still closer to me...
... for all those moments when I walk down the road, thinking about just you and Him... which invariably brings a smile to my heart...
... for all those days - and nights, too - when I could talk to you endlessly....
... for those moments of waiting at the platform for my train to arrive and for not sleeping the previous night.... lest you thought you would be late....
... for those moments of your creation of the exemplary poem - main tha main hoon - which at a later day would serve as a guiding light for someone - someone known and some others unknown to you....
... for bringing 'love' into my life...
... for those moments on the terrace of your flat amidst the chilled winter night, when you offered your warmth with your smiles...
... for those moments of rushing through the traffic hour and making it to my bus at the turn of the road... to see me off till the airport...
... for sharing glimpses from your past - your relations, your friends, your world...
... for all those cups of tea that kept me warm and refreshed at moments when i thought i would collapse...
... for those running between the office and the cafe and looking after whether i was fine and ordering a cup of coffee everytime, you thought, you couldn't give me enough time....
... for standing there for - ever - until my taxi drove away... and smiling as I saw you after I turned to see you for one more time...
... for those very special moments at Dhobighat, when I broke down before you - something which I consider a divine moment of my life - because it was not about crying, it was about the plan of the Almighty to have chosen that time, that space and those two of us....
... for those moments when you brought thousands of smiles to Ansh's face, becuase then I was releaved for Ansh... I knew then, he was in safe hands...
... and...
... for all those moments that will follow now onwards....
... moments of emptiness... of walking through the day amidst the knowledge of having you around and still not being able to hold you...
... moments of absolute void....
... moments of living through the days with the knowledge that I might never hear from you nor Him...
... moments that will take away my breathe in the midst of the night at the sudden flash of your and His thought....
Thank you very much, indeed... !!!
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